The last 3 months have been the hardest of my life. Both physically and mentally. I haven’t been able to work because of my leg and even if I could work the job is far enough away that I’m losing more money than I am making. Although that sucks, the loss of my partner/best friend is what’s hurting the most. They’re thriving and that’s amazing. I wouldn’t want it any other way. It’s devastating when you’re lost and hurt and the only person you want to talk to is the one you can’t. I hope I can move on and find happiness in 2019 but a loss like this will never completely go away. I’ll probably delete this, I just needed to vent.
